cannot find it. I even thought of going home to get it when I realized
I did not have it in my pocket. When I checked where I usually place
it, it was not there. I checked all my pants' pockets and it was
nowhere to be found. I am still hoping I can find it tomorrow. I am
beginning to wonder if I really did take it with me the day I wore my
formal clothes but forgot where I placed it exactly. I can distinctly
remember carrying it with me last Sunday though... *tsk...*
I am not liking myself right now.
Apart from the medal, I feel like I am losing my sense of self as
well... Not liking this at all.
Must get my act together.
Then again, maybe I just need to run and swim. It has been two weeks
after all. *sigh*
I need endorphins.